Friday 11 April 2014

The crush cronicles 2

I am kind of an loner type (ISFJ) and the maximum time i had spoke to a girl will be 900 secs in recent years, so naturally some things are new to me . After sobo trip a lot have happened ,
The Touch :
As you knw next day after sobo we had a schedule frm 8 to 3 than test . So test began at 4 and as usual we were deciding when to leave, expect shax , we all left ( me taz mr.o ash ) , i was waiting for shax bt than i left (-_-) . So we were roaming as usual ( gng home) laughin and the other shit happens things . Jst than i saw a familiar face and in my mind , oh god ( rarest words i use ) , it was my crush , my heartrate went upto 180 and I always try to b calm bt everytym my buddies starting pointing out she's coming it makes me more nervous . Soon she came and greeted me with a handshake ( oh my, her hand was butterly smooth ) now for my entire life i havent even imagine that will happen . As always i was nervous , ash and taz had a short chat bt what mattered me d most was her hand ( p.s i took me 1 hour to get normal ) okay fine i do act weird
THE NUMBER
so after this we both started to njy chat she frequently snd emojs smileys which was was a great sign . So on saturday every1 decided to watch ragini mms 2 ( 2nd illegal thing) . So me and shaks were late (thanks to shaks ) when we reached there , mr.o , taz and djlp were sad coz , a lady was nt allowing us to enter and we also got caught in small spat bt we managed it(yep shax was there ). So after watching below average movie we went to dominos where djlp again shwed his behavior on why we dnt lyk him ( maa k sanskaar is wat stoppin us ) . Well there the gng gave me a little push to ask my crush 's no. So i decided to ask her no. If d chat is gud. So at nite i was chattin to her and it was gud she even complimented me dat i have a gud sense of humour ( a girl has never complimented me lyk dat) . So aftr a hour i asked her no. AND SHE gave ( weirdst was dat i was askin dat aftr 6-7mnths
usually normal ppl get dat in 2mnths ) ,than asked her u on watsapp? she said no if i was on it i hav asked u first ( Okay i need to calm dwn coz dis was nt fucking expected ) . So aftr few msgs we logged off .
THE Talk
So after this obviously i was stunned and happy and was getting tips frm d gang . It was around 12pm and we took d route which i usually took and saw her cumin with her frnd (again damn nervous) so as she was approachng me suddenly all my buddies went ahead ( THANK U SO MUCH ) . Again we shook hands ( oh my ) as usual she started speaking with her sweet voice ( i think she similiar to me and i am nt talkin abt her voice ) . Even me for said more thn jst a hi . After that she said me to cum online at nite , again shook hnds( so soft x2) and went
The Mayb ur d one
We were chatting as usual . Than a txt came frm here telling no one is studyng nowadays , I rplyed well my mind is on the other things . She jokingly said u got a any girl or what and I said yes . So she started asking me who is she , and kept in saying no and asked do u have any1 . First she said than said actually there is one guy but he more better frnd to be specific . So I asked who she said no . I said I will give a hint , u knw her . Even she said even u knw him . I gave second hint she was in my classes to which she says even he study's in my classes . At that moment my heart was pumping fast and I couldn't resist so I said its u and even I like u as a frnd ;p . She texted me be usually hangout s with ash and shaks and now u knw d guy . So I asked her am I that guy she says yes .
The Present
After that a lot of changed . She deactivated her account reasons best known for her . So I lost her contact but I had her number and texted her few times but failed . At last she rplyed only to ask who's dis than we started texting each other . In coming days I came to many things about even her . Virtual kisses became normal 😁😁😉 , even she said we should hangout sometime later or maybe meet up somewhere . Than one day I asked her am I better than than ur ex she says ya obivsly , but don't compAre with my ex , compare urself as a frnd or bst frnd I don't have much frnd , even I said I have a handful of best frnds , bros which can do anything with or for me , than we started proving each as who was better . And we never came on any conclusion . Than at last she says " c rather than having 10 guys bhnd me a guy who just treats me as a bestie I wld prefer hm thn a guy who treats me sock to be in a relationship , sry for being rude bt I told  u wat I wnt frm u "
At this moment I am confuse as what exactly she was trying to tell me or what sign she was giving. Even though I told her  well u got a bst frnd now I still don't what to do , we even texted the next day , even I felt sometimes that is falling for me but than I remember what she wants from me and I respect . So now I am waiting when she wants to be with me , till than I will a simple guy who try's to make a smile little and try to be there when she needs me . I guess may be the all moving out of home ground is going to happen

         The end of crush chronicles